the elusive chimichanga beast strikes again
they didnt have a tree
IF I EVER HOST A YAOI PANEL THIS IS THE VIDEO I WILL INTRODUCE THE PANEL WITH
YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW LONG I HAVE WAITED TO SEE THIS VIDEO AGAIN
my life is complete
why does everything have to be solved by true love’s kiss like why can’t things be set right by true friendship’s high five, embrace, and session of several songs sang together loudly and off-key
I just want to say it really simple like
thumbcramps made the cosplay comic months and months after the bad homestuck thing….uh
she learned from her mistakes and has apologized many times and she knows what she did wrong yet shes still bombarded with hate a year later
shes made several big apology posts but here we are
apparently nobody can learn from their mistakes and if u fuck up youre irredeemable
"if i was a magical girl, what would my color, outfit, and weapon be?"
I made this thing. Thumbcramps is uh, entertaining and good at art and a magical girl apparently
i haven’t deleted yet. i just can’t figure out what to do with this situation.
my internet presence is very important to me for a handful of reasons. i like blogging and i have a lot of really cool followers, and my blog is also the best platform i have for getting commission work to get me through school so i can buy food and do my laundry and stuff like that. when it comes down to it that is the only thing that has me hesitating to just delete it.
i’m honestly just sitting here with nausea. it is impossible for me to apologize to every single person that i have hurt. it is impossible for me to stop others from thinking certain ways about me, it is impossible for me to stop the spread of regretful things i have done. this is the worst backlash i have gotten over this since i made those awful pictures about 11 - 12 months ago. the difference was, then i didn’t understand what i did wrong, so it was very easy to brush off all of this. but it’s a year later and i’m embarrassed and i hate myself for ever making that post. it bodyshamed, it was racist and transphobic, and just gross. and now i can’t explain what it’s like to have people calling you these things that you know you’re not, but there is no way to defend yourself. then, i didn’t care. now, i’m in tears and i just want it to stop.
maybe this is what it was like for the artist that i mocked at the time. i would never wish this upon anyone, and after all this time i am an always will be deeply sorry for what i did and what resulted of it. it was completely out of my hands, but i see now that i sparked something awful, and i will always be ashamed of it.
it is extremely hard for me to be serious with you guys right now. i’m always joking, i’m always sarcastic, i’m always so fucking cold because i don’t know how to do anything else because i’m scared.
this did happen a year ago, but this recent flare up was because of a post i made about the new disney movie, frozen. i was frustrated over how people talked so vehemently against it due to issues with female character designs and poc representation, and now that it has come out it seems like the whole website loves it. i understand that it is entirely possible to enjoy things that involve problematic themes. i know there are plenty of things that i like that do the exact same thing. i just made a very passive aggressive post in my frustration, deleted it very quickly, but it seemed to already have spread. some people were mad because of what i already explained but others were mad because it sounded like i was perhaps targeting and shaming women and poc for enjoying the movie, and that was absolutely NOT my intent, and i am so sorry.
for those of you that are aware of the comic i made about women and cosplay, that comic was made over half a year after the bad homestuck post. i am proud of the message in that comic. i am proud of how many people i reached with that comic, and i am proud of how many people i’ve had tell me that they’re not scared to cosplay anymore because of their size, race, gender identity, or anything else you can think of. that comic is a part of who i really am.
i am a human being. i forget this sometimes, and a lot of other people do, too. no one is obligated to forgive me for anything i’ve done. i’m just asking here, pleading, that anyone that i have ever offended or hurt understands that i am extremely sorry, and that while you don’t have to forgive me or even like me, i want you to understand that i am not that person.
i am sorry.
i already got it but idk how to use it its not working for me
haha. “accidentally”. look at this horseshit. science isnt ready for Gay Bugs
can someone show me which blogs are similar to mine i will draw u a portal butt of ur choice
i have the xkit extension but idk how to see what blogs are similar to mine
nah but i’ll pay you $5 for a kidney